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Post by vincent on Feb 27, 2013 15:23:01 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]Pulling himself closer to the man in his arms, Vincent couldn't help but utter a small coo; it was a small noise of affection mumbled into the arm warmed by his lover. Well, ex lover. Every time Vincent thought that, his heart twisted painfully and he had to catch his breath as to not start hyperventilating. The two had spent their entire lives together, pretty much from day one. They had even joined the gang together, as two buddies ready to commit themselves to a life of crime. Back then, things had been as easy as their childhood. No longer was their lives so simple and carefree. Instead, it was plagued with past feelings and diseases - addictions that affected the mind.
Vincent felt his heart jump to his throat at the touch of the blond's hands upon his shoulders, although, deep down inside, he knew that Mickey wasn't delivering the loving gesture that his soul hoped so desperately for. "I wish I would have left with you - staying was the worst decision of my life." his words were as soft as downy feathers, hopefully caressing Mickey's ears. It had appeared that the fact that Vincent had stayed was what had bugged his ex-lover the most, and so he would try his hardest to soothe those painful wounds. Kissing gently along the base of Mickey's throat, slowly trailing more toward the edge of his jawline, Vincent let a small rumble vibrate in his chest, a sound emphasizing his content feeling. For the time being, he decided to forget about the substances hidden in Mickey's system.
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Post by mickey on Feb 27, 2013 18:53:02 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] He couldn't handle this. He wasn't ready for this. He wasn't prepared for Vincent to be so soft and so kind right now. Especially after the barbs they had exchanged and the struggle. After making his heart turn cold for eight years. The man before him at this moment was his childhood best friend, his teenage fantasy, and his lover in adult youth. Things had indeed been so easy for them. They had each other so what else mattered? Everything fucking changed when they joined that gang. When they thought they could happily live their lives as thugs.
I wish I would have left with you. These words burned worse than any fire could, stung more than any bite could muster. The bitterness in his heart sneered. He had tried to convince Vince to leave with him. Even though he was sick of that life and everyone who had been in it he had desperately still wanted to keep his friend. But it had been evident Vince wouldn't budge and Mickey's attempt had been short lived before he walked out completely. It pleased the hurt and broken part of him to know Vincent regretted it, that the man knew he had fucked up that day. But at the same time… it sent a small flutter through his heart. Had Vincent left them?
If the other had left that life MIckey had to ask himself… would he allow Vince back into his life? Could he overcome his bitterness and heart break after so long to rekindle what they had?
A shaky breath fell from his lips as the darker-skinned man pressed kisses against his throat and up his jawline, effectively jarring his thoughts. The grip of his fingers tightened on Vince's shoulders and his brows knitted together. He didn't know what he wanted or what he should do. He didn't know everything and that made him hesitant. But his body was already acting on its own accord and responding positively to his ex-lover. His skin was feeling warm and his eyes were getting blurry behind their shades.
Maybe… he could make an exception just this once. For Vincent.
"… I wish you would have too." | ▼ |
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Post by vincent on Feb 27, 2013 21:38:21 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]The thought that he had hurt Mickey so long ago still hurt him, although he felt a certain amount of bitterness toward his friend for giving up on him so easily. It was nothing that he would reveal to the blond. At least not now. He had to convince the man that he really was sorry about everything that had happened, and he was willing to make it up to him. Pursing his warm lips against Mickey's equally warm throat, Vincent blew softly, feeling the wisps of hot air flowing over the other male's skin. His memories jerking about in his mind, the brunette had to struggle against his mind to not begin stripping his lover at that moment. But that would be inappropriate, as much as Vincent wanted it.
Strangely enough, Vincent hadn't felt so desperately about losing Mickey just a year before. Somehow, seeing the male's face had torn open old wounds, before tossing a pound of salt in it. It had stung - so badly, Vincent couldn't remember how he had even reacted positively to the pain that had erupted within him. Of course, he had missed his best friend when he left. But he couldn't just walk out on the gang like that - they would have killed him. Mickey must have pulled some strings to get away with it, but that was nothing that Vincent could do. He had been stuck in that gang.
Rubbing his hands gently across the fabric of Mickey's shirt, Vincent sighed into the crook of the blonds neck. "I'm sorry... I wish you knew, or even understood what it was like to lose you." Another sigh before the kisses continued slowly in a similar trail as before. "You seem to be doing fantastic, though, hmm?" Vincent purred, a teasing tone beginning to creep into his voice. Arching his lower torso against the male, Vincent began to suck gently on the soft skin of his ex-lover. "Do you want me to leave?" He cooed, nipping once before returning to his soft kisses.
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Post by mickey on Feb 27, 2013 22:07:28 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] When Mickey had left the gang it never occurred to him just how much harder it might be for Vincent to leave. Mickey had been in a better position to arrange for his departure, even feared by most of the gang for his sadism. The strings he had to pull were surely far lighter than what Vince's would have been. He had been so wrapped up in the determination for his own escape and the fleeting hope his best friend would come along that he was blind to the intricate details. And it had cost them both. But so similarly could the other have not been more open with him why he couldn't leave?
He could feel his heart pounding in his chest, against the other's hands that roamed over his t-shirt. The other's words dug deep into his ears, wiggling into his thoughts. Was it that bad for Vince to have lost the blonde? He had hurt so much walking away from Vince but it had been a little easier for him by blaming it all on the other male. By saying that Vincent was a no-good gangster and he couldn't afford to be with a man like that even if he wanted to. It had lessened the pain while the weed and alcohol made him forget almost completely. He never thought about Vince's end of the situation, the pain he might feel.
His breath continued to shake as the man proceeded to place more kisses along his skin. The teasing forced a bright pink blush to his face. It'd always been easy for Vince to make him blush, even when they were children. As the other nipped on the sensitive flesh a moment he gave a fast, brief exhale of air in pleasure. "N-n-…" He wanted to say no and beg for more, he wanted to say yes and return the safety of hatred. F-fuck just… he wasn't sure what he wanted.
His hands dropped from Vince's shoulders to cling to the front of his shirt, shaking lightly. He chose not to say anything. He was afraid to know what would actually come out. Instead he gave a weak whimper and tightened his grip, one leg hooking around the other man's calf. | ▼ |
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Post by vincent on Feb 27, 2013 22:24:36 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]The response that he had coaxed out of Mickey was definitely one that Vincent hadn't expected. The sound of his ex-lover made his knees weak and his head spin, but he didn't so much as blink. He felt Mickey's paler hands spread across his chest, grappling at the loose t-shirt slung over his torso. It had always been so easy for Vincent to arouse Mickey - he never knew why, and never asked why. He just rolled with it. It was a satisfaction that Vincent felt he could never feel for someone else. Even when the two had split for those eight years, Vince never found someone to replace the hot-tempered male; nothing close could even compare to Mickey Rickie.
If ever asked, Vincent could never deny the effect Mickey held over himself, although he rarely let the feelings come to the surface. Seeing his ex-lover's face pinken and his mouth open slightly as he exhaled a breath of pleasure made Vincent's insides clench, a darker feeling twisting in the corners of his body. Trying to placate himself with the kisses, Vincent continued to let his dark hands roam, lapping at the sweat that seemed to appear on Mickey's nape. The salty taste only made Vincent more hungry for him.
Feeling a familiar, yet foreign leg wrap around his own, Vincent closed his eyes, allowing his lips to part in a subtle groan of satisfaction. He couldn't hold back much longer - his prey was so innocently open to his advances, why would he ever want to stop? Pulling his lips back, Vincent growled into Mickey's ear, his nose being tickled by the fine hairs. "What was that? I couldn't seem to hear you, Mickey..." He let a bit of tension become released in his tone, the strain apparent as he spoke his ex-lover's name. Just acting like this made Vincent need Mickey so much more. "Speak up." He demanded, then bit harder into the soft flesh of Mickey's neck.
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Post by mickey on Feb 27, 2013 23:17:14 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] He could feel a like layer of sweat prickling his skin. It felt so damn hot right now. The stuffy room, his clothes, the body against his own, it was like his own was on god damn fire and he could do nothing about it. His sunglasses were starting to slip down his face, loosened by the moisture on the bridge of his nose. From the top edges his eyes could be now be seen, so blurred by the hodge podge of feelings and sensations right now.
The tongue licking at his neck made him shiver, the layer of saliva left feeling cold in the open air. His leg more tightly wrapped around Vince's calf in reaction, clinging to him in a sense. That groan range in his ears and caused him to give another soft whimper in reply. At the words growled into his ear his blush darkened. No, he didn't want to say it. He didn't want to speak. At the hard bite to his neck his whole body jerked in reaction and his head fell forward onto Vince's shoulder. His shades clattered to the floor, giving him a sense of vulnerability having his eyes completely viewable.
"S-shut up," he said in a shaky voice, trying his hardest to sound angry. He pressed his face into the curve of the other man's dark colored neck. "Just… just shut up." Stop trying to make him pick, stop trying to make him think about his dilemma. He had already agreed with himself to give the other an exception but that didn't mean he was actually accepting the man back. It was just-… it was a temporary truce o-or something. So Vincent didn't have to leave but... he couldn't stay long either. | ▼ |
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Post by vincent on Feb 28, 2013 16:57:24 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]The clatter of Mickey's sunglasses echoed in the back of Vincent's mind as he continued to work over the blonds neck, nibbling and kissing circles around the soft flesh exposed to him. He wanted to stop, to bring his lips back to Mickey's, but something about the vulnerability of the pale skin made Vincent weak at the knees, a feeling he wasn't about to let go. He could feel his own face darken with color as his kisses trailed up to Mickey's ear lobe, his teeth teasing it gently before nibbling. He hadn't noticed the amount of force he had behind holding Mickey against the wall, his entire body parallel to Mickey's, but now that his attention was brought to it, he leaned back a bit, clasping his hands around Mickey's waist to keep him in place. Vincent grinned at the feeling of Mickey's head nuzzled in the crook of his neck. "I'll shut up, but not for long..."
Pulling the man close to him while running the tip of his tongue along Mickey's jawline, Vincent took a step back, his eyes softening at the sight of his ex-lover, so flustered. It warmed his entire body. "Do you remember the one time I got you all hot and bothered in the cinema bathroom?" He whispered quietly, his lips touching Mickey's ever so slightly. He smiled, closing his green eyes as he rocked gently, arms tight around his mate. "You were so angry with me," the darker skinned man chuckled. "You tried to ignore me but you couldn't - I wouldn't let you." The memory was like a photo in his mind, it was so vivid. They had went to the bathroom together, innocently enough. They each went in with full bladders. But Vincent had provoked something else.
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Post by mickey on Mar 1, 2013 23:23:47 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] After eight years Vincent still knew how to make his body light up with passions. It was like the other man instinctively hit every spot that made the blonde swoon. He pressed his face more into the collar of Vince's shirt, hands balled up into the front of the tee. He felt no relief when the other said he would shut up but not for long. He knew the other wouldn't shut up. Not in the least. Not if he was anything like his old self, that is. All he could do in reply was give a small whine against dark skin. For once could the other please do what he said? He didn't want this mental turmoil.
As Vince lifted of off him his chest swelled in a deep breath, hovering a moment as he felt hands now at his waist. He hated to admit it but Vince's hands fit so perfectly to the slight curve of his waist. Even through his t-shirt he could feel the warmth of the man's palms. He felt his head slipping off of the other's shoulder as Vince pulled back to run his tongue over Mickey's jawline. "Nnh," the sound slipped form his lips weakly, lips parting just slightly before pressed together again as if in preparation for Vince to lead up into a kiss. But he didn't. He was stepping back slightly, leaving Mickey's head hanging there with a sexually teased expression on his face.
His face steadily grew to a bright blushing hue as Vince mentioned the cinema. Of course he remembered that trip to the movies. He wasn't sure he could ever forget it. It'd been one of the first times they got so frisky in a public place. But he as bashful to remember it, to be reminded of it. His lips quivered slightly at the feel of Vince's against his own and he had to resist his body's urge to lean forward into the touch. Already his form was against the man's again, hips lifted off of the wall into Vince's.
Admittedly this situation was a lot like that time in the theater bathroom. He had been huffy the other was bothering him and he tried to resist him. To shove him off and tell him they should get back to the movie. But Vincent had been so god damn persistent. Just like now. And they both know how that last incident had ended up. "Y-you're teasing me you j-jackass," he groaned out weakly and pressed his body more tightly against Vincent's. | ▼ |
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Post by vincent on Mar 1, 2013 23:44:04 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]The reaction that Vincent could elicit out of Mickey only excited him more. Feeling the thin man press his body against his own, Vince felt his head swim, his eyes closing and his right hand reaching out to touch the counter top. He couldn't do this standing up anymore. There were too many feelings overwhelming him. Gripping the counter top a little more roughly, Vincent opened his green eyes and smiled at his little prisoner. "You know it," He whispered before ducking down and kissing Mickey on the lips once more. It was a brief exchange of affection, one that he hoped would leave Mickey begging for more, but he really couldn't push it yet. He was honestly surprised that Mickey had even allowed him to touch him, let alone kiss him and nuzzle his skin.
Pressing his left hand against the small of the blond's back, Vincent smirked. "Ready for another fun time?" He murmured the words softly, tickling the shell of his ex-lover's ear. Gently, he turned Mickey so his back was no longer against the wall. Gluing his lips to Mickey's so the man wouldn't complain, Vincent pressed his palm against the man's back harder, encouraging him to arch his back. When he did so, Vincent eased him onto the floor, kneeling immediately to keep their kiss intact. His tongue gently touched the edge of his lips, seeking entrance but in no way wishing to intrude unwanted. After all, everything Vincent craved was for his old best friend to want him like he used to.
Finally easing the rest of Mickey's weight onto the ground, Vincent straddled him, using his legs to push Mickey's closer together so it was an easier task. Once he had the male pinned again - no escape possible, of course - Vincent broke the kiss, his face warm and lips parted as he gasped for breath. He hadn't kissed someone like that in such a long time. In fact... Vince could swear that his last was Mickey himself. The thought caused a warming sensation in the pit of the dark-haired man's stomach, causing a light smile to touch his thin lips. "Do you want to do this, Mickey?" He said, his voice soft. Everything in his body screamed at him to take it, with or without Mickey's consent, but his brain disagreed. He didn't want to destroy the weak ties he still had with his old best friend, and raping him would definitely do so.
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Post by mickey on Mar 4, 2013 20:54:55 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] He felt a surge of warmth and electric-like tingles burst through his face at the kiss. Although the kiss was brief it left him wanting more, whether he wanted to admit that or not. His lips felt cold and bare as the other pulled away. But fast enough he was distracted, feeling a hand pressing against the dip in his back and murmuring soft words into his ear. Another fun time? He kept blushing. Was Vincent really intending on going that far? And here in the arcade, of all places? As he felt himself being coaxed down to the floor, the answer was clear. He didn't even have a chance to reply, mouth sealed again by a kiss.
His body bent so easily to the other's commands, complied with every leading touch. He would have been embarrassed if he were in a more right state of mind. His lips parted at the feel of the darker male's tongue, his own out to brush against Vince's. He felt that he wanted to taste the other, to see if he was the same as he had been all those years ago. A part of him hoped he was, but the other was afraid he wouldn't be. With a soft sound he leaned more into the kiss once he was seated on the ground, eyes closed.
He shivered as he felt Vince straddle him, a heat collecting in his groin. With the kiss broken he gasped for air, chest rising and falling heavier than before. He kept his eyes closed, head fallen forward so that messy blond locks drooped down over his forehead and grazed his eyelids. At the question he was quiet a moment. His body was eager to say yes. Yes he wanted to do this, yes he wanted Vince. Yes, yes, yes. But his mind was not fully on board, a hesitance hovering that reminded him of what Vince was.
F-fuck it. He said to himself he'd give Vince this one time. He could give that to himself too, couldn't he? He wanted this. Rather than vocalize this decision he grabbed the front of Vince's shirt firmly and pulled the man forward into a rough kiss. He moaned softly into it and began to fully lower himself down onto the floor in a laying position, Vince now completely atop him. | ▼ |
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Post by vincent on Mar 4, 2013 21:31:44 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:500; ,bTable][atrb=valign, top] MICKEY [atrb=align, right]Feeling Mickey's tongue lightly brush his own only multiplied his need for his ex-lover by twenty, his face warming up at the sensation that the blonds tongue sent through him. He could feel his heart swell at the way Mickey was allowing him to lead, just like the old days. Vincent had almost always been the one to initiate sex years ago, and it seemed to have not changed since then; it didn't matter how much the two individuals had changed, what matter was what they made when they were together. Vincent was convinced that he and Mickey could make just as beautiful things now as they once did.
Vincent, as stoic as he could be, couldn't stop the gasp that burst past his lips when Mickey's hand grabbed a fistful of his shirt, jerking him roughly into a passionate kiss. He groaned, feeling Mickey's fistful of shirt tighten as he leaned further, his back finally meeting the floor of the arcade completely. Vincent shifted his legs so that he had his lover's waist pinned between his knees, his hands splaying on either side of the blond head. Everything within him screamed for him to take Mickey, take everything the man had to give, but he felt weak. Mickey...
Breaking the kiss for a moment, Vincent lifted a hand to place along Mickey's jawline, brushing it gently as he leaned in. With his lips adjacent to the blonds ear, he let out a lustful sigh before speaking quietly. "I need you now, Mickey. Will you let me take everything like I used to?..." His voice husky, Vincent tilted the man's face towards his own after pulling his lips away from his ear. "Will you let me, babe?" He arched his back, staring hard into his ex-lover's eyes.
OOC: sorry, rushed post.
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Post by mickey on Mar 20, 2013 17:03:05 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width:350px;,bTable] Desperately Mickey clung to the kiss, hearing his own heart thundering in his ears and pounding in his chest. He hadn't felt so worked up emotionally in years. Everything had just been so simple lately, glazed over by the weed and the alcohol. They numbed him to the world. To everyone and everything in it. But not this. Like a knife it so sharply cut through the haze that surrounded the blond and came to the raw center where emotions lay. Leave it to Vincent to be the only person after all these years to manage such a thing.
As the kiss was broken he panted lightly, trying to catch his breath. His hand did not release the dark-skinned male's shirt, clinging to it as a hand brushed over his jawline. Instinctively he leaned slightly into it as lips came to his ear and sighed. As the warm breath tumbled over him he gave a small shiver in delight. The words were quick though to make him blush, a timid look on his face again. Would he let Vincent take everything like he used to? He could hear his heart again, racing.
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